May I Apologize, Even Though I’m Not At Fault?

I’m sorry.
Two words that I know I shouldn’t be uttering out
But I need some sort of forgiveness
Even when I have done nothing wrong

What’s wrong?
Two words you never seem to answer me.
But I need some sort of insight
So I can help you through this darkness

Trust me.
Two words whose commanding tone has no effect.
But this is what will get us through.
Even when it seems like the most dangerous thing to do.

I’m starting to feel helpless.
This state you bring yourself to,
Well, it’s unhealthy.
You never seem to notice what you bring yourself down to.

I need you to stop being so strong.
Don’t try to stand by yourself
Accept some sort of support
So you won’t have to endure this alone

If not from me, then any of us.
Please, let us help you
I promise we won’t let go.
No matter how hard you push us away.

Please listen.
Two words I need you to follow.
But you distance yourself away from me.
When all I want to do is help.

Breathing time.
Two words you seem to require a lot of.
But remember I’ll always be here.
You can have your space, but don’t disappear.

Everlasting stability.
Two words we all search for.
But who can really provide us with such virtue?
All I know, is that we can support each other,

For as long it takes for us to find it…